I knew going into this that pregnancy was going to have its challenges. And I'm usually in better spirits. Maybe? But I feel like every step of the way has been more difficult than need be. I am not a graceful sufferer! Maybe every pregnancy is this hard and everyone else just sucks it up better than I do? Probably.
I'm getting to the end of my rope with everything! The morning sickness, fatigue, 2 infections, a cyst on my eyeball, insomnia, back pain, diabetes....our pet's heads are falling off!!! I test my blood sugar 4 times per day and am struggling with hypoglycemia. I force feed myself all day long trying to get the right amount of carbs and protein. I am tired. I am frustrated. I hate food now (if you know me then you know something is seriously wrong when I say this!) I'm still 10lbs below my pre-pregnancy weight.
Enter in a 5am wake up call with a painful charley horse. What a small thing to break the camel's back...
I am done! I have had it! I quit!
If you tell me I have 9 weeks left of this I will literally crumple up into a weeping mess.